Tuesday, November 30, 2010
A few more hours and it'll be December 1st already. Y'all know what that means? Christmas is just around the corner. Caroling, merriment, eggnog, decorations, christmas trees, all that shit.
A few weeks ago I found out that my request for a vacation this December was denied because there were others already scheduled to take their vacation so I could not be accommodated.
My Mom is leaving for the US in about two weeks and she'll back on the second week of January.
My friends are way up in Baguio so I can't visit them because of time constraints due to work. I was planning na pumunta dun using the vacation leave I applied for but that's obviously out of the question.
Now, I just found out that Parker won't be here before Christmas. Originally he was suppose to visit me before and after Christmas but because of work-related stuff, he can't come here before Christmas. So I'll be seeing him only after.
So Christmas day I'll either be at work or I'll lock myself up in the house or I'll go get stinking drunk somewhere where they'll play xmas tunes and I will hate every minute of it but I'd be too drunk to care.
So here goes another Christmas that isn't for the books.
I just got off the phone with Lyve and I cried my heart out and she's also upset because she expected me to go to Baguio this holiday.
I just wanna have a fucking normal Christmas. Is that so hard to ask?