Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Ex Ex, Baby!


"There's a reason why we are not suppose to talk about our ex's. Its the same reason why we are not suppose to talk to them. It's because it hurts the person we are currently with even if they don't say anything."

Yan ang status ko sa Facebook na pinagkaguluhan ng madlang people. Nagkaroon ng sariling buhay ang comments section dahil diyan sa lintek na status na yan.

Ganito kasi, nagtampo ako kay Parker kasi naman he called me up eh natutulog pa ako. Okay lang naman since he does whenever he's on his way to work. The thing is, nagkwento nanaman siya tungkol sa ex niya. Eh tulog na tulog pa diwa ko nun. Natural, nabadtrip ako.

The thing we normally argue about would be his ex's. When he doesn't talk about them, we have much less fights and arguments. As in so much less. Ako kasi, I firmly believe na pag break eh break na talaga. Wala nang kung ano ano pang shit na 'let's be friends'. Eh etong si Parker, he's friends with all of his ex's. Sabihin mo nang friends kayo, pero ex mo parin yun. Diba? Diba?? Diiibbbaaaaa????

He even goes out with them sometimes. Syempre may kasamang ibang friends pero it still upsets me. What annoys me is that, I know about them but they don't know about me so ang iniisip nila eh single parin itong si Parker.

Sabi ko naman sa kanya, I trust him naman kasi alam niyang wawarlahin ko siya pag may ginawa siyang kalokohan but I don't trust them since nilalandi parin siya ng ibang mga ex niya. There was an incident many many months ago na nilalandi si Parker nung isang ex niya dun sa kanila. I was so pissed off that I nearly went to his place para lang upakan yung ex niya.

I don't really talk about my ex's and the few times that I do, it's because Parker asked me to. I do it out of respect. Syempre, ang pangit kasi kung makakarinig ka ng kwento tungkol sa ex ng jowa mo diba? You'd feel the need to compete. You'd feel the need to step up so you'd be much better than the ex. It's a pride thing I guess.

Nakakstress lang sa bilbil minsan kasi he already knows that it annoys me so much pag nagkwekwento siya tungkol sa mga ex niya but he still does it. Bigla silang naisisingit sa mga usapan namin. Alam kong alam niya pag naiinis na ako. He knows I dont care about his ex's and I dont really pay attention pag nagkwekwento na siya tungkol sa kanila.

I'm good at tuning things out.

Pero naman, wag naman kung kelan kagigising ko lang diba? Any normal person would be pissed off by that. I know he loves me and there's a reason why we've been together for this long. It's because ibang level ako kesa sa mga ex niya. I don't feel threatened about his ex's, hello naman ako pa ba ang maiintimidate nila? Yun lang, I just don't like hearing about them. Gaya nga ng sabi ng tatay ko sa comment niya sa aking status (yes nagcocomment ang tatay ko sa fb ko):

" Its more on RESPECT anak that's why we seldom talk about our past relationships....."

With that being said, nagbati naman na kami ni Parker and nagsorry na siya. He said the things that happened last year were all in the past and nagbago na daw siya this year. He promised na magpapakabait na daw siya pagdating sa topic na yan. Buti naman. I'm really hoping kasi nakakapagod din makipagtalo no.

Though I must say, Parker and I haven't had any big fights lately. Thank you lord. Oh and Parker if you'e reading this, don't get mad ah. Alam mo naman ako, lahat blinoblog ko. Basta love na love kita kahit pasaway ka minsan.

Ok tama na, nagiging ka-kornihan na ang usapang ito. Kaya sa lahat ng mga ex ni Parker, asa kayo! Hindi niyo kaya ang powers ng mga bilbil ko!

2 comments:

adonis said...

oh Lord. I can't stop talking to my ex. =l

Adam said...

If you're single it's fine. If you're with someone, it's not.